Does it sound selfish?
I’m justified π
I carried four human beings πββοΈ π€°
Experienced everything that goes with it…
The nausea, the cravings, the emotions… π·ππ₯
The expectations, the fears, the love, the longing, anxietyπ¨β€π€π¬
It can be a roller coaster β·π€ΈββοΈ
I could fill four books with briefs of their birth stories
The first labour hit at midnight.
I couldn’t sit still. My back hurt like hell π©
At the hospital, I paced up and down.
They gave me a lounge. A whole lounge to myself & my husband π
It wasn’t enough
I kicked my slippers off. As light as they were, they were heavy on my feet in that moment π‘π‘
He couldn’t believe that I took off my slippers in a foreign place!π¦Ά
Well, neither could I. I was that fussy π
Morning came π
I couldn’t eat, they forced me to take a few sips of juice π₯€
I couldn’t pee, the nurses were so good to me π€
This is the famous University Teaching Hospital, UTH.
I’d heard stories of pregnant women being treated badly.
Mum came. I cried. She always does that to me. I love her β€β€
Around 15, the back pain was unbearable! I prayed π
And thought… if I could just think Back on all the good loving, I’d forget the pain.
No chance, damn!!
A good nurse came, helped me lay down. It was time π©ββοΈ
She talked to me, comforted me, made jokes and the baby cameπ€±
He was beautiful. I love him π₯°
I was exhausted and wanted very hot tea with whole milk β π
I refused to bath because I couldn’t do it in that foreign place π
I was discharged in the morning.
Second, third and fourth were fairly quick births.
I’m forever grateful to God.
So,
And to all the good women out there.
ββΒ°β’Vβ‘